Tuesday, December 21, 2010

my new years resolution...to find me!

I've been struggling on what I was going to blog about. Seriously, what is so interesting about me that people would want to know?!? So I've been thinking and thinking, and this blog I've decided is going to be more for me. If you want to read along with my journey I'd love to have the company! I've been struggling on letting people know the real me. I've put up a facade most of my life being what people want me to be and I've lost who I really am in the process. Every year I make a resolution to lose weight..well I've done that, so now I needed to set a new goal. My resolution this year is to figure out who I am, and let people know the real me. Wow...I said it...some of you understand but some of you have no clue how hard that was for me to say(or type). This year it's about me. I guess that can be considered selfish, but when you have lived 28 years and still don't know who you are as a person or the contributions you make into this world that is a problem. It's time for that to change. I hope you check in from time to time...share your thoughts/words of wisdom as this is a very scary but exciting journey I'm about to embark on. Wish me luck and keep me in your thoughts as I know there will be many tears shed as I type this, but it's time to break out of my comfort zone and let the world know(and myself) who I really am!